Thoughts 

If I seek for change it must first begin in me. So help me to do something that has impact not destructive behavior. Allow me to move in your mindset so that I help inspire those that are need . My desire to please you Lord is greater than anything I have ever longed for . May my journey be an atomic mind blowing experience!!!

Love and Blessings 

Thoughts….

When does enough become enough ? When do you reach your breaking point ?

These questions have been circling in my mind for a while now. I sit in silence sometimes and the quiet seems so loud , my mind consumes the emptiness and FILLS IT WITH WHAT SHOULD’VE , WHY NOT , AND HOW COME !!!  As I slowly began to mature into a better me I finally am seeing that a lot of my issues are my fault , my fault for not letting go not walking away and never looking back , not accepting that I am not able  to fix resolve and mend all my broken pieces . I started to realize that the I am a hindering to myself , just a ticking time bomb . I see that I have issues with letting go of what people say and do to me as well as towards me. I become self absorb with the uncertainties that really have no validation . So I must do as I advise and seek deep in my own self in order to heal and move forward ….as the saying goes “to thine own self be true”.  If you can’t be honest with yourself how can you be honest with others , how can you assist anyone in need when you are living a slow and painful death ?  Now is the time and today is the day to begin a total turnaround for your life . Stop engaging in the past , instead use these life lessons if you will as a key to open the doors of opportunity . No longer accept hurt as a coping technique but instead learn from the past , learn from the issues , stop being a victim and become VICTORIOUS !!!

Love and Blessings

Thoughts….

tranquility-flowsWhen your called to do a specific job , you are destined to it . Doesn’t really matter how hard you fight against it , if it’s your destiny it will come to past . I am learning more and more everyday that God will take you out of your comfort zone to get your attention . Try all you want to avoid him you will go full circle and end up right back on his track . I often tell people  that your trails and tribulations are just a test to get you ready for something greater , you can’t help a person in need if you have never experience anything yourself .  Funny thing is I always seem to forget this myself , really sad that  my zeal to help others fail to apply to me .  Sometimes it’s just hard to focus on life when the obstacles seem larger than life , but the 23rd Psalms reminds me that the Lord is my Shepard and I shall not want . His promises are true , we must learn to just be patient and wait for him to work it out . Remember his ways are not ours and his thoughts are not like ours , he is the Creator we are not so hold on your change is coming sooner than you know …..

Love and Blessings

I need you ….

tranquility-flowsLord help me today , for I am placed in a situation that is working against my comfort zone . Help me because you know I will  allow my emotions to overcome my heart and display a most uninviting presence . Guide my thoughts and my mind because at this moment I may say something distasteful . Tutor my heart because I may fail this test yet again because I will not let you lead and direct me during this test . Grant me grace and mercy today because I plead for your help , so aware that I can do nothing without you . Some place their trust in friends family and public figures but I give and place all my trust in only you . I need your strength to make it through this day please come into my very being and wash over me a covering of peace .  I ask for a peace that is unexplainable , mind boggling , and so outrageous that it shakes me to my core . Your word is a lamp until my feet and a light to my pathway , help me to remain focused and true .

Love and Blessings

thoughts…

Make me more like David , never forgetting to keep a song in my heart and a praying spirit . Make me more like Solomon to seek wisdom above everything so that in my prayer I will be lead by you . Like Abraham I count on you with all my heart and trust your decisions concerning me .  Like the woman at the well I thirst for you Lord to keep  lead and guide me as you refresh my inner man daily . Like so many in the past that have placed their trust in you , help me not to loose sight of what’s important and to always keep you first . Help me as I do your will not concerned about how others see me . Please help me to remain pleasing in your sight . I pray for a more humbled spirit praying heart and wisdom to carefully speak truth never deceiving . Like a child I want to follow your leading because you supply all my needs and take care of me . At this point in my life I just want to be pleasing to you Lord and to bless those that come in my presence each and every day . Help me to be made new to be better to be worthy …..

Love and Blessings

Thoughts…

Learn to be honest with yourself . Learn to accept who you are . Learn to be happy no matter what’s going on in your life . Learn that you cannot and will not please everyone nor will they always accept you and your endeavors. Learn to focus on what’s important and leave the negative right where it is . Learn to be your own hero lover fan and support team . Learn that life is what you make it and you must give it your all in order to succeed. Learn to stand on Gods word and keep your focus clear . Knowledge is Power …. always be ready to Learn !!! 

Love and Blessings