Depression, oppression, separation and anxiety will put you in a downward spiral. Guilt and self defeat will not comfort your brokenness. If you have truly accepted the Lord then take these issues to him in prayer. Stop fighting yourself , destroying yourself and denying yourself. Words have power so stop speaking death to the situation and begin to speak life .
There’s nothing to hard for God and you need to repeat this constantly. Seek him and gain peace in the midst of all the chaos and he will deliver you!
Someone told me it’s not the enemy it’s you! Repeat after me no more sabotage shooting for victory!!!
Love and Blessings