I’m not ok…

It’s April 19, 2020 …

Today marks the 1st anniversary year of your passing. I have been in a sadden state since about 1am. I found it hard to sleep because I keep seeing you in my dreams. Over and over I would see us coming to the facility and seeing you laying there , your body still warm and you looked as though you where only asleep.

Months have passed which felt like days and I still find myself thinking of you as my emotions flood my senses. Lord why is death so hard to accept?

I am not ok today , just want to alone with my thoughts. To be able to remember every little detail so that I have it embedded into my mind and heart. I surrender my life to you Lord to use me as you will and I know that this is also a lesson for me.

I’m not ok but the joy of the Lord is my strength. Your ways aren’t my ways not your thoughts my own but you bring comfort to me in the times of trouble. When I’m weak you will strengthen me. I’m not ok but I’m more than a conqueror and God will see me through.

Love and Strength needed today…

Author: tpreachersdaughter

I am truly a preacher's daughter. I love the Lord and my souls desire is to seek his face and serve him. Humbly I want to be a blessing to everyone I encounter . May the Lord give you a supernatural breakthrough as I pen down words of love and encouragement for us all. Be blessed now and always!!!

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