I don’t always do what I should nor say the right thing. Sometimes I feel like ending it all and some days I am as giddy as a child on Christmas morning. There are days when even in the midst of company I am alone. I have thought about things I have been through that as a child should have never happened yet here I am still standing. Moments of time flash in my mind and it makes me sad to see where I have been and what I have endured. But you Lord are my hiding place and nothing I have been through has been in vain. I don’t always remember to thank you and I don’t always feel like I’m worthy of your love mercy and grace. The enemy works hard to bind me to my past flaws and would have me believe that your will for me isn’t much but no weapon formed shall prevail because the keys to life and death are in your hands. Search my heart and remove the wicked that tried to come upon me cleanse me and make me whole. My soul longs to please you Lord help me and I shall be free.
Love and Blessings
