This will probably be the hardest piece I’ve ever written.
My heart hurts to even think that I will never be able to look upon your face again or hear your voice. I will never hear you preach God’s word again. Oh the pain I have as I pen this down…..
Two weeks ago today I watched you fight for your life for the last time in that hospital bed. Confused I saw you go into a place with God as you spoke to the Holy Spirit for hours in an unknown tongue. At times you would come back to us and tell us you loved us ( oh the tears ). We all prayed for God to heal you and set you free. I asked God to not let you suffer and the tears kept coming. At 11:30 pm on 4/19/19 you went on to Glory to worship with Jesus Christ forever.
It was “Good Friday ” the beginning to Resurrection Sunday , Easter will never be the same! But as King David said in Psalms ” I would have fainted had I not seen the goodness of the Lord”. I know that all things work for the good of them who love the Lord who also placed their trust in him!!
Although you have passed on from this life you are forever in my heart, you are the reason I accepted the Lord at the age of ten and the reason I will continue to follow in your steps and let the Lord have his way in my life.
I miss you soooooo very much daddy but I know I shall see you again. In glory we shall worship and praise God together again!
I love you forever and always, your “first born” Nikki 💕