The night was extremely long and hard , my chest tight from the stress and anxiety of life’s constant flow of events. I think to myself “how much more of this can I really handle” ? It has been a series of bad news ….. death and sickness , people giving up and taking life others going crazy because their loved ones have passed on from this life to the other side and close family sick and hurting it is just too much!!!
I am barely holding things together these days as I put forth my best face and smile through my pain and hide my never ending flow of tears . God I know that you are able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that I can ask or think according to the power that works in us (Ephes- 3:20). I heard in my spirit to trust what God allows , so I will trust in the Lord.
Your are a lamp to my feet and the light that lights up my path (Ps 119:105). I will be ok because your are the Good Shepherd and you look out for your children . Help me Lord in my complacency and cleanse all doubt as you release the pain anger and fear.
I love you Lord and despite what I may have before me I will never doubt your ways nor walk away from my destined path.
Love and Blessings