You ever come to a crossroad in life where you must decide if your happiness is worth more than pleasing others ?
Well at some point in my life , the need to maintain everyone else’s happiness just wasn’t a necessity for me any longer. I was no longer concerned about how people saw me , if I made the cut , if they where going to consider me as the best person ever !!! That lifestyle becomes extremely chaotic and discouraging .
I had a conversation with myself and I saw the hurt and pain I carried was my fault. I had allowed myself this discomfort for the sake of getting along . I had accepted the uneasiness for the sake of keeping peace . This was a dead end street to nowhere and it was truly doing me in. Once you take these types of things to God and you tune in to his word things in your life begin to change. Sometimes the Lord allows the discomfort to continue until you have learned the lesson. It doesn’t seem fair but if you don’t place him first you’re bound to walk down that road.
It’s time to make a decision and stick with it , for he is a supplier to all our needs and a lifter up of our hearts and minds. Psalms 37 starts off telling us to “fret not because of evil doers” , I say fret not because it’s not necessary God’s got it under control. He will grant you peace way past your understanding .
Love and Blessings
