Today I learned that if I truly want to be used by God , I must empty out Nikki and let the Holy Spirit lead me in the path that was ordained just for me. My journey is a bit stressful but it has been rewarding. I’m beginning to see that all the hell I catch is a cause and ripple affect. BeCAUSE I allow myself to get in the way my feelings get all bound up I suffer from anger,headaches ,and trust thus my affect. But thank God I’m smart enough to know when to stop the nonsense and let it go as I give it to Jesus.
He is teaching me to walk in the love that I speak on almost daily and to truly release the things I choose to forgive. So I forgive me for allowing me to get in the way of my blessings , for letting what others have done dictate my life’s outcome and for reliving the hurt pain and shame that has become common ground.
What a great resolution to the many things we face if we would first just release it and give it to Jesus. Hmmm , I know it is the blood that covers me and the Holy Sprit that directs me (when I listen) that has taught me this life lesson today …
Love and Blessings