I have been rationalizing about things taking place in my life and I realize that I am my biggest hindering factor . I have literally beat myself up trying to prove that my writings where non-effective . Overwhelmed by my own pressures I became emotional and distraught thinking no one in my personal space takes what I am doing seriously . I have felt that the only time someone took time to look at my site was when I brought it up or asked have they been reading it . I’ve got to tell you that it hurts and is very disappointing when the people you know and deal with on almost and sometimes a daily basis have no interest in you . In hindsight I guess the old saying stands true that people will show you who they really are by their actions (because actions really speak louder than words )……
But the Lord is my light my shield and my guide . My success is not determined by those I know but by what the Lord allows to manifest . I can do all things through Christ because he strengthens me ( Philippians 4:13) . Psalms 37: 7 reminds me to not get in my feelings because of the prosperity of someone else , God rewards each person as he sees fit and in his own time. I know that I can make it if I can just get out of my feelings and focus on the vision , for the vision is clear it’s my mind that’s clouded .
If I had one thing to say to the person that reads this , it would be to keep your focus clear and to remain true to what you believe . Never allow what you see to affect what ‘s in your heart , for it is the dream that provides the drive and that drive will keep your focus and that focus will get you to the finish line and at that moment what seemed impossible and hard to obtain becomes reality .
Love and Blessings