Sometimes the motivator needs to be motivated !!!
Some days the cares of my world are filled to capacity and it’s hard to stay focused . All that I know seems to fall apart and I don’t have enough needle and thread to keep it all together . Sometimes I can be so depressed that I just want to end it all but in the same breath will encourage the next person to trust and believe in Gods promise . Seems a bit hypocritical doesn’t it ? It’s not that I loose faith or stop taking God at his word , it’s that I am human and my flesh gets weak . Yeah he can and will renew you but sometimes it’s just too much and you bow your head in submission to all that life is throwing at you . There are times when I wake up and feel as if I can conquer the world , then there are days when I fight to keep my sanity . The road of life is a peculiar thing because the longer you travel it the longer the journey . There is an old saying that when life gives you lemons make lemonade but what if lemonade is not your cup of tea ???
One thing I am learning in these 47 years is to pay more attention to God and what is placed in front of me . I have shared before that I often here a melody that provides me with encouragement for the day and I always associate this with God . Well this morning instead of a song I open up Youtube and a minister that I watch on the TBN broadcast was speaking on “Running on Empty”. The message was in my opinion just for me and I was glad that I was led to listen to it in its entirety .
God wants to take care of us and solve all our cares and woes sickness and shame BUT we must allow him to do so . We have to give up all we have as we offer ourselves in submission . Now for folks like myself that want to solve it and fix it on our own … well I guess it’s time to throw in the towel . Sometimes you just have to go with it and let the chips fall where they may , sometimes you have to save yourself , sometimes you just got to let go and let God !!!
Blessings and Love