Some days are just too hard to deal with , all day I sit with the anxiety that trouble will surely take me out . I ponder the events that cause me grief and seek for an answer yet rarely getting resolution . So then I ask myself ..why are you doing this to yourself again ? Maybe I am just a sucker for hurt , maybe I am far more insecure than I care to admit ….hmmm . Self inflicted hurt is a common place for many but there is a cure and it’s solution depends on how determined the individual really is and how badly they seek change . You have to first admit that you can’t solve every problem , please every person , nor get it right every time . The mind is such a powerful tool and we must recognize that there are limits and breaking points . I struggle with this a lot but I am very realistic that God allows these things to be because he knows that I will be able to withstand the hurt , pain , defeat and troubles that come my way . I was told that I must let go and stop holding on to things , well that’s a little hard for me because my passion to please is far more powerful than my need to care for me first .
Begin to take care of you , renew your mind with something that excites your inner being and causes you to have purpose again . If the cares of life weight you down then it is time to let it go . You are no good to anyone if your dead and gone . Take time to meditate on Gods greatness and release any and everything not healthy .
Love and Blessings