Sometimes…

Sometimes the cares of life get the best of me and my day is filled with grief . Sometimes I don’t like myself very much and I can detect every single wrong and flaw . Sometimes I doubt myself and feel worthless , unwanted , unappreciated , unloved . Sometimes I find it hard to fight back tears when my feelings become compromised . Sometimes I say things , nasty hurtful things to get my point over and to let you know that I too can cause hurt . Sometimes I want to give up on life and die , as if anyone will truly miss me for it seems that I am only good for taking care of everyone in the world but constantly forgetting about myself . Sometimes I disappoint God with my behavior , lack of faith and lack of hope . Sometimes I don’t feel as if I deserve to exist , to speak of Gods goodness , to inspire others because sometimes I am the one in need of the inspiration . Sometimes it’s hard to see the forest because the trees are so high and full that I can barely enter without falling . Sometimes in the midst of my pity party God says something to me that reminds me that I am his and he sees my plight and is aware of who I am ….flaws and all. Sometimes you just have to pull yourself out of that funk and step into your destiny because we all go through things that make us sad and uncomfortable but God is faithful and his word is true .

Love and Blessings

 

Author: tpreachersdaughter

I am truly a preacher's daughter

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