There have been numerous moments in my life when I began to doubt everything I knew to be true. Feelings of anxiety overwhelm my mind and the thoughts of self hate , anger , regret and failure consume me. Reflections of past hurt and pain open like fresh wounds and flow out rivers of darkness. I sit and wonder why did I even go back to this place because these memories are not what I want anymore. I tell people all the time that you can’t change the past but use it to better yourself worth and move forward. The bible tells us to forget those things that are behind us and to press forward to what lies ahead. ( I should take my own advice)
You can’t allow the past to dictate your future because there will always be a what if ? You will never reach the full potential if you stay suspended in your history. Listen test and trials come to make you stronger, better, and more knowledgeable . Stop thinking about the old and move forward allowing God to use the past truths to better your tomorrow . We become our worst enemy because we are afraid to let go , but it’s ok . Now is the time to forgive yourself and release the pressures that bind you . Also let go of the dead weight of those so called friends and even loved ones , everyone is not excited for your growth so don’t be surprised by their reactions.
Stop doubting who you are and accept the flaws and scars , you are fearfully and wonderfully made . Embrace your truth and learn to self love ………
Love and Blessings