The bible tells us to love our enemies and to do good to those that spitefully use us. It seems impossible to fulfill but is anything to hard for God ? If you want to find peace , then let go and move on. Many of us hold on to the past and have escrow that’s built in animosity and hatred. It’s a shame to live like this , have you even considered that you may be the only participant in this feud ? Do you even remember why your angry or how you even got into this place?
I think it’s important to follow the leading of God and let love abide in and all around you. Be forgiving as God has forgiven you , if he can forgive and forget why can’t you ? Release the memories of every lie ever told , every unnecessary attack , every malicious act towards you . Simply give it to God and ask him to direct your steps and to create a clean heart in you where you do not judge or wish ill towards your neighbor and learn to let go of the past.
The steps of a good man or woman are ordered by the Lord . Just let go and give it all to him no matter how hard it seems , no matter how you want to retaliate and cause them the same pain you feel . Forgiveness is the first step to reclaiming your joy and setting yourself free so come out of that bondage and begin to live again .
Love and Blessings