For too long I hid my feelings to keep the peace , hiding my emotions from everyone I came in contact with because I just wanted to fit in . Secretly I hated myself and the person I had become , no voice , no peace , no vision , no life . As I got older the painful reality was I had lost sight of who I was , what made me happy , what made me …… me ! Shame and worthlessness became a common ground and I lost the drive to carry on , always looking out for others and sparing their feelings to keep a superficial relevance . I had totally kicked God out of my inner circle and shut down as I shied away from his grace and mercy .
It is really easy to loose yourself when your faced with sudden adversity , never really trusting God to supply all your needs according to his riches in glory . You go to church out of habit instead of having a need to better yourself . Your so desperately in need to feel needed that you hide in the dark places where no one can find you . Stop hiding behind your fears and step into the light and get your life back .
Fear lurks in the small crevices of your mind and sets up shop removing you piece by piece . Hang on to Gods word and let him lift those burdens and clear your heart . Be happy , the joy of the Lord gives you strength and in time he can heal your scars and fix you right on up . Surround yourself with positive vibes and give it all to the Master . 2 Timothy 1:7 let’s us know that God has not given us the spirit of fear but of power , love , and a sound mind .
The enemy has but one purpose : to kill , steal and destroy . His main objective is to keep us bound and not focused on Jesus . Come out of the shadows and let your light shine so that others may see God working through you and blessing your mind , body , and soul .
Love and Blessings